the wonder.

I'll take three months to cherish and soak in what is left to experience. I will take the positive memories I've made and will make there and hold them with me for the rest of my life.

"I will read all their dreams to the stars."

Touch Me.

I am fearing the loss of one of the greatest loves of my life. I am a sponge. I am soaking it in. I never want to be dry of the beauty it gives my life. Ever.

Energy.

I need positive energy. Please send me all the positive energy you have.

There is a negative cloud hanging over my life right now that is so hard to blow away. No matter how hard I work the silver lining remains absent. In my job, in my home. My dad is out of a job in one week. If i don't sell enough make up to make my month this time I'll be out of job. The little vacation that I was so looking forward to has been stamped on by the biggest negative energy that has been introduced to my life, possibly ever.

I don't think I have anymore of my own energy to fight it off.

when it's autumn.

First day of October signifies the real start of Autumn for me. I love October more than I can say.

Things to do in October:
- Become lighter.
- Become happier.
- Carve a pumpkin.
- Set up my trip with the metal bird.
- Keep having amazing dreams of you.

i don't know.

I don't know why I just signed up for this.