Energy.

I need positive energy. Please send me all the positive energy you have.

There is a negative cloud hanging over my life right now that is so hard to blow away. No matter how hard I work the silver lining remains absent. In my job, in my home. My dad is out of a job in one week. If i don't sell enough make up to make my month this time I'll be out of job. The little vacation that I was so looking forward to has been stamped on by the biggest negative energy that has been introduced to my life, possibly ever.

I don't think I have anymore of my own energy to fight it off.

when it's autumn.

First day of October signifies the real start of Autumn for me. I love October more than I can say.

Things to do in October:
- Become lighter.
- Become happier.
- Carve a pumpkin.
- Set up my trip with the metal bird.
- Keep having amazing dreams of you.

i don't know.

I don't know why I just signed up for this.